Wednesday, December 31, 2008

New Year Eve

Happy New Year!

How memorable, when I started to join TAR college, I made my new year celebration very meaningful. Almost every year I'll have my outing, either with my group of gang, or with my date.

This year, slightly low profile. I'll be bbq-ing at Kelv's house. Its a trio celebration:
1. Its Kelv's birthday at 31st Dec, Happy birthday!
2. To gather for 2009 new year eve. Happy New Year!
3. To help Kelv and Irv on their DELAYED housewarming. Happy... er... whatever....

I'd remember my last eve the best. I gave a surprise. A finally positive surprised to a VIP. I seriously thought of doing it once again this year. But I cannot find myself a good position on doing it. But still, you are still a VIP :)

As usual, everybody got their New Year Wishes every year. As my previous post about christmas wishes, for new year eve, its a more practical wishes, or I prefer calling them the "Targets":
1. To exercise / sports more regularly, ie at least 3 times a week, not for putting off weight, but to reduce stress in a more proper manner.
2. To increase personal financial health. I finally achieve my 1st target which should be in 2 years target using 2.5 years. For 2009, I will start looking at market share, small investment, and perhaps resume my part time job as a tuition teacher or some other things which can reduce my financial load.
3. To spend more time at home (in the living room) to be accurate. For that, perhaps I'll just get a wireless modem to allow me to access internet in my living room, and in the same time accompany my dad watch evening news more.
4. I hope its not too overloaded with the 4th target. To treat people around me better, by not giving them any hatred, causing them any hard feeling, to make them always happy, to prevent making them suffer, and feel bad.

To all my dear friends, family, colleagues, whoever I know, whoever knows me, lets stroll our hand together, and welcome the new, colourful, wonderful, and perfected with loves in all our air, the brand new year of 2009!

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Amusing Tea Break =.=

I had not taken my lunch since my brunch with Soo Chuan and Darren, so I decided to go to the malay stall to get some nasi lemak or pisang goreng. I came down from my bike, right after I stood my bike, the long-time-no-see mak cik was greeting yelling: "Boy! Lama tak datang boy!" I replied with a smile and "Ya lor". Then, I started to ask the other kakak if there's nasi lemak. However, the excited mak cik continues while I was looking what else I can buy for my tea time except nasi lemak:

"Boy! boy you sudah kahwin?"

"Oh, belum, belum kak..."

"Boy akak ada seorang kawan ada anak nak cari kawan lar.. boy ada minat?"

*Stunned*"huh...??"

Then this hokkien aunty beside thought I dont understand what kakak said:
"伊爱做媒人,看你有兴趣无,爱介绍搽媒给你八!”

*Gulped* How come suddenly I had this very unwell feeling that suddenly like I very old...

"Boy, you nak kenal tak, gadis tu cantik, bagus, buka kedai bunga kat sana je, nak kenal tak? Akak bawakan?"

*Stunned again!* "Err... Tak pe la kak, tak pe..."

"Oh, ah boy segan ke... alah... tak pe, ah boy ada kawan yang minat tak? gadis tu muda, cantik, umur 24, boy tengok ada tak kawan yang minat tak.. ah boy umur berapa?"

"24 akak, 24..." (taking my nasi lemak and pisang goreng...)

"Oh.. ok ma... sama umur dengan aboy, kalau aboy nak, datang cari akak ya..."

(Smiled and,) "Ok Kak.. thank you ya..."

(Faster paid and left)

Friday, December 26, 2008

Christmas Wish....

Did everybody had a great Christmas celebration? Did everybody exchanged your Christmas present? Everybody had their Christmas Wishes?

I had mine from Christmas Eve to Christmas non stop EAT EAT EAT!!! Yeah.. How nice. Starting to enjoy eating in big groups. Everybody seems to have my common characteristics of eat = happy!

I had my Christmas Wishes which is commonly known that Santa will grant everybody 3 wishes. So here are mine:

1. All my family, my friends, my colleagues, Her and her, happy, healthy, and everyday unfinished happiness!

2. To make myself rich from today onwards, so that I can get my new HP, new car, new house (in long term @@), and thus able to get to all the places I wanted to go.

3. Santa Claus will grant me another 3 wishes.........


Merry Christmas!! and new year is coming, very eager and looking forward for it!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Sunday Morning

已经好久没在星期天早上那么早起身
8:30am, 反常

昨天收到了一份早来的圣诞礼物
兴奋!礼物的Description:
虎眼石:可以使人容易在事业上有所突破
懂得自律,化解压力达成目标
过着幸福快乐的日子
财富光芒,具有极强的生命力
有招财辟邪之功效!

当我在兴奋的研究这份礼物时,
发现了另外一个message。

此后,我再也无法让自己不浏览那网站
而且每次浏览以后,都得以很难收拾的心情去调试。

我无法让自己脑袋清醒,
或许理智已经被情绪骚乱
我甚至开始考虑一些曾经击倒自己的一些选择
我只希望妳能过得比我好。

反复的一直播着那首歌。
曾经她也曾告诉过我,是一首动听的歌。
知道今天,我想,我们都没想到,没预料到
这是一首让我非常懊悔的一首歌,
每一句词,都好像在诉说我们的过去,
每一个琴声,都好像在形容我们的错过

我曾告诉过一些朋友,:
“人总不能一直往后看”
“只要我保持清醒,就不可能让自己重要的人和我一起委屈”
等等。


我把歌词post在facebook上,
Irvin 回帖了:i will definitely hate u.... then forget about u.... dats all i wanna say
起初以为他想在平时一样在我的wall上面乱涂鸦,
但是看见最后他说:“dats all i wanna say”
让我觉得他好像在替她帮我回帖。

封锁了我的呼吸,我不要让我所谓的爱再伤害妳。
当我每一次道歉,都会想起妳告诉过我妳多么不想听
好愧疚,好后悔。
后悔的感觉糟透了。

搞什么!!! 今天是冬至!!
还是祝大家冬至节快乐吧!
吃多点汤圆,好让大家都可以团团圆圆!


PS:好想要买新电话,一个可以照比较好的相片的手机,C902与K850 谁有什么意见呢?

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

我该如何怀念你?

黑夜燃烧着烟蒂
指缝间溜出回忆
收音机播的歌 是我写的
当时我们在一起

在那潮湿的雨季
伤口变得好仔细
太模糊的结局
你猜不下去
爱就停止在这里


Memori 我该如何怀念你
想你推开我还是在我怀中听你说:“我爱你”
Memori 你会恨我还是忘记
封锁我的呼吸 Oh..
只留着我的姓名
属于最浅的回忆

当时我故意没有要留住你而开口
我没有被你原谅的理由

Memori 我该如何怀念你
想你的聪明还是孤独
让爱一而再 伤害你
Memori 宁愿沉默也不会再提起

Sunday, December 14, 2008

100% Saturday

Ok it's not so 100% after all, two things:
- The PIKOM PC Fair
- NTV7 Star Live Concert

09:40 - Gordon picked me up, you're late, AGAIN!
10:30 - Reached KL Sentral to take Putra LRT to KLCC. I'm sooo excited, seeing all those sceneries I always look at about 3 years ago. I miss KL sentral so much! This is the place almost every weekend I have to spend time alone, window shopping at Adidas, and McD. I miss those times.
11:05 - Reached KLCC, had Burger King as brunch.
11:45 - Depart from Burger King to KL Conventional Centre. Saw Roti Boy shop, so memorable, again.
12:05 - Reached PC Fair. Walk around and was looking for headphone with mic. Met Alan Tham, my ex PC Fair colleague, he's a marketing director now, and yeah, his name, Alan Tham, but he's not from Hong Kong. Saw a girl suddenly hop onto Jason, a bit surprised, cute girl after all, encouranging Jason to go ahead.
13:30 - Gordon bugged by a Toshiba sales person. Dilemma to choose either Dell or Toshiba. After "Mo-ing" for a period of time, decided to get Dell (although I still think Toshiba is more worthwhile).
14:10 - Looking for the nearest ATM, unfortunately, Mxybank only allow maximum withdrawal of RM1500, because we do not have credit card, so I have to queue for another ATM to withdraw another RM1000 to borrow him.
15:20 - Finally got his lap top, so damn heavy, looking the fastest way back from conventional centre to the LRT.
16:10 - Got back to KL Sentral. Grabbed Gordon's car key and fly back to klang.
17:00 - Preparing to go to the concert!
17:40 - Meet up the gangs and head to PJ Amcorp Mall for dinner, Cherris and Joey hopped on.
18:30 - Looking for McD in Amcorp Mall but no seat, ate KR Roasters.
20:10 - Concert going to start! But Soo Chuan not yet come, and our tickets are with him!!!!!!!
20:30 - Still not coming yet, Emil Chou WAS OUT!! Singing Hua Xin!!!
20:40 - Finally Soo Chuan reached. We took the ticket and rush to the Hot Zone Area. Very muddy the field after heavy rain in the afternoon. All our shoe become brown colour!
20:40 - 23:30 - Got High, Got Crazy, Got Burning almost throughout the concert. Y2J and James Xiao very powerful! CRAZYYYY!!!!!!
23:55 - Reached Berkerly for yam cha session, leg so pain, stand and walk for almost whole day.
01:15 - Reached Gordon's house again, to get back my key which left at his house.
01:25 - Reached home, wash all the mud on my jeans and shoes, then typing this blog.

Ok. The greatest part of the day are a few things. A. I miss KL life. I miss the LRTs; I miss KLCC's lone shopping time; I miss the tone that they played inside the LRT everytime they reach a place; I miss KL Sentral; I miss the stairs that I prefer to walk rather than the escalator; I miss the PC Fair which I worked at. B. My first time ever enjoy listening to singers singing in live; I fall in love with James Xiao and Y2J.

And apart from all that, I think its time that I change my handphone which incorperate with a good camera so that I can take down the picture I wanted to take the whole day! FXXX!!!!!

Monday, December 8, 2008

Good Night, Sweet Dreams...

I'm going to bed, hopefully, I can continue the dream I dreamt yesterday, very nice, very illusionary, and indicating some good prospects for me. Bed Mama... Please let me continue the dream I had yesterday, and realize it in my real life. Thanks. Good Night

Thursday, December 4, 2008

The Stars Aint Out of Reach?

I was walking around, just a face in the crowd
Trying to keep myself out of the rain
Saw a vagabond king wear a styrofoam crown
Wondered if I might end up the same
Theres a man out on the corner
Singing old songs about change
Everybody got their cross to bare, these days

She came looking for some shelter with a suitcase full of dreams
To a motel room on the boulevard
Guess shes trying to be james dean
Shes seen all the disciples and all the wanna bes
No one wants to be themselves these days
Still theres nothing to hold on to but these days

These days, the stars seem out of reach
These days, there aint a ladder on these streets
These days are fast, love dont last in this graceless age
There aint nobody left but us these days

Jimmy shoes busted both his legs, trying to learn to fly
From a second story window, he just jumped and closed his eyes
His momma said he was crazy -
he said, "Momma Ive got to try!
Dont you know that all my heroes died...
And I guess Id rather die than fade away"

These days, the stars seem out of reach
But these days, there aint a ladder on these streets
These days are fast, love dont lasts-in this graceless age
Even innocence has caught the morning train
And there aint nobody left but us these days

I know Rome still burning
Though the times have changed
This world keep turning round and round and round and round these days..

There aint no time to waste
There aint nobody left to take the blame
There aint nobody left but us these days

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Complicated Day

Today I went to another Ipoh day trip. Attending a customer services, unexpectedly, it was very smooth. Everything was under control. Me and my marketing boss had a very happy chit chatting lunch with the customers talk about almost everything.

On the way back, I recalled many memories. I recalled Her and her. Although it makes me wet my eyes again, but after some time of serious thought, I am very sure that my decision is rational, provided with some regrets, which I think every mistakes has to comes with its price to pay.

I reached home. Putting down the Chicky Biscuits and the Beh Teh Soh on the table. I suddenly thought of looking for my FD's slip, which I found its already missing while I looked for my insurance policy earlier. I had become so nervous, although its not a big amount, but they are on of the things that She left for me.

Dad told me about housework. I think situation didn't improved, doesn't improve, and not improving. I found my laundries were packed inside a plastic bag and thrown inside the store room. Surprisingly, I didn't felt furious, but dissapointed, because my marketing boss just told me that Ipoh ladies are very obeyant and caring, but why is she like tht?

I told myself to look for a room out side. Almost giving up the happening in the house, I suddenly thought of: luckily I didn't allow her to come in, or else......I'm thankful for making the correct but damaging decision. Then I think again, dad needs me. I dig a spot in my liver, hopefully it'll be detoxify all my problem tonight.

I'm lost. I was asking a friend of mine to tell me some jokes to entertaint me, ended up I was sourcing those jokes myself. After reading those jokes and share to that friend, I felt so destressed, and feel so much better.

I decided to blog this up, with that I give myself a hope, that everything will be better, to console myself that nothing can ever beat me. I know I'm not a good son, but to all my best, I'll defend his happiness, to create the least of his knowledge on the negativity, for him to live as happy as possible, on his believes on the wrong things, thus live happily for the rest of his life.

哪里有彩虹告诉我....

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
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