Sunday, September 18, 2011

这样的要求算不算太高

有时后我觉得自己像一只小小鸟
想要飞, 却怎么样也飞不高
也许有一天我栖上枝头 却成为猎人的目标
我飞上了青天才发现自己从此无依无靠

每次到了夜深人静的时候 我总是睡不着
我怀疑是不是只有我的明天没有变得更好
未来会怎样究竟有谁会知道
幸福是否只是一种传说 我永远都找不到

我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀飞, 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

所有知道我的名字的人啊 你们好不好
世界是如此的小 我们注定无处可逃
当我尝尽人情冷暖 当你决定为你了的理想燃烧
生活的压力与生命的尊严哪一个重要

我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀飞, 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

T-E-A-M

The big two incident that a lot of people may had witnessed, keep flashing inside my brain.

First incident when the Lakers against the Mavs, game 3, Gasol had not put up a good-enough-chase to the 3-pointers, claimed and blamed by Uncle Phil, the so called Zen Masters. Seeing a scene that the Spanish power forward very unhappy with the blame and keep shaking his head off. Perhaps, the Zen did not realized that the person he has to deal with is namely Dirk Norwitzki, or Tyson Chandler who both well known as far range center and forward. How he supposed to take other 3-pointers in account?

Case two happened when Mr Chicharito scored his 36 seconds goal on rival match against the Blues, Itallian Coach of the Blues throw his furious on defender David Luiz on losing mark of the young striker, plus late recovery on the korean brilliant through pass that send Petr Cech stunned unmoved. Seeing Luiz denying by keep repeating "I'm not!!! I'm not!!!!"

Both soccer and basketball are my favourite sports. One I love to watch, two I love to play. Being inside the sports are extremely happy and inspiring since that will be where you find everybody in the team are so supportive. Well understanding the long definition of team that part of it including no prejudice, no blaming, and encourage each other, I found the satisfaction by doing those.

"Good try!!" - when your teammate made a 3-point shots hitting the back rim.
"Nice shot!!!" - when your striker hits a shots which hit the cross bar
"Dude.. get closer to number 9, try not to lose mark again, then we may have chance" - when your defender miss tackle the striker and give away goals.

or you prefer......

"don shoot like that can or not? you dont know how to see?"
"so poor shooting"
"why you let him pass through u?????"

Well one important thing I'd learn through team play, is to encourage each other for improvement, for next game? for cheering up your teammates. Things that team captains, leaders. managers and coaches can never do, is demoralizing your players and behave like blamers. Probably every true team players will know, when a team lost a game, every members bear the responsibility. If Phil Jackson was saying, "Pau, I need your extra efford than usual to cover-up those miss marked 3 pointers, besides Dirk and Chandler", or if Ancelloti was saying, "Luiz, you have to repay your mistake by doing your best shots for the remaining 89mins". Perhaps things could have change, Lakers are not swept 4-0, Chelsea may could have more morale to play on, and most importantly, team members are still in 1 complete piece.

When I heard "demoralizing, that is part of the game". I truly understand and noticed, not every team activities are like that. Its either may be I am too old for the new era of sports, or they are too immatured to be comprehensive or considerate. But I think I should still insist, demoralizing, is not part of the game, especially among teammates. What you need on improvement is encouraging, not demoralizing, spelling different a lot you know? =)

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

5th April 2011

staying up 2:55 in the middle of the nite typing something in the blogspot? perhaps my heart isnt as old as i thought, u know like.. switching off the lights, leaving the sole bright-source coming out from the screen... tapping the keyboard typing somethings sensual or so... and unsleepable thinking about life and life and life..

ya we cannot agree more on guys most of the time think bout female and money only. but that cover ultra widing scope that actually screwing up ourselves in the shoe of giant big foot. can you imagine yourselves wearing a size 22 basketball gear or futsal boot running around the court like a moron that couldnt ask for more on teammates feeding you the ball? or to intercept the opponent's passing using that pair of shoes? please dont misinterpret, i'm not describing an overating scenario but describing an overwhelming of inappropriate authorities.

some days ahead a big change has gone up to my life where i had moved up a little by defining the "a little" where i am still underated in terms of cash.. things changes overdue.. life changes overdue.. time changes overdue.. i couldnt thank them more making me realize that so much clues that has been given to me has been neglected or taken too lightly. things like.. gotten myself into something that are not practical such as photography-wanna-be, upgrading my mobility, etc.

humping myself into a hour chaser really doesnt a good idea at all, craving myself to get new things in my life in the same time, defending all the way that the way i used to be. i kinda understand how successful some hall of famers are when they able to spend 24hours in their day a constructive one, where i beg for the hour to go slow that things has still not able to catch up with my accomplishment of my so called basic needs, but they are very much untrue.

i started to persuade myself giving up something that is less important to me, giving more priority to things that i should still hang on to.. things like choosing the right choice to do in the same time, listing out my TO-DO-LIST that i hardly practise due to my lack of consistency. sounds good huh? hold on to before you think on that, i am also thinking how to speedify things, (wow what a new term i created) where disobeying and challenging the needs of other people satisfying the larger group of people on their needs..

well crap, craps. its just a thought on making things easier for me. im not pesimist type of person, seriously. but i guess whatever i said earlier is probably a bunch of craps. haha.. funny me. gosh i miss mum. the way she cooked dinner is making a house a home for me.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

桃花庵歌

桃花坞里桃花庵,桃花庵下桃花仙;
桃花仙人种桃树,又摘桃花卖酒钱。

酒醒只在花前坐,酒醉换来花下眠;
半醒半醉日复日,花落花开年复年。

但愿老死花酒间,不愿鞠躬车马前;
车尘马足富者趣,酒盏花枝贫者缘。

若将富贵比贫贱,一在平地一在天;
若将贫贱比车马,他得驱驰我得闲。

别人笑我忒疯癫,我笑别人看不穿;
不见五陵豪杰墓,无花无酒锄做田。

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

友情无价

可能话题有点敏感,所以以下的对话都修改了不少,而且名字都只是以代号显示..

我:抱歉,收迟了你的PM,也看见了你的fb status,知道你block了一些和我们之前的讨论相关的人。我真的认为没此必要,这不单是逃避问题,且还没把问题解决。还是你已经和他们谈了?然后还是不能接受?可能这样会失去珍贵的朋友吧,终究我不知道事情的细节。我担心会像你和阿S一样,多可惜啊,失去一些曾经对彼此有诚心的朋友。

A:不了,不能用"珍贵" 来形容他们了。某些事情让我彻底的失望。我也觉的和阿S当不成朋友很可惜。但今天我可以很肯定的跟你说,昨晚我毫不犹豫地block了一些人,其他的还蛮犹豫的。*sensored a stretch*。原来不是这样。他们还是觉得有事。很明显的他们不需要,也不珍惜我这个热心的朋友了。既然他们用行动来说明,我也用行动来支持。他们失去的是一直以来都很在乎他们的我。

我:可为什么不至少在做任何决定前,好好谈一谈呢?虽然有时候行动可以证明一些东西,不过不亲口证实,以你的个性,你会甘心吗?我质疑。可能你不是那些喜欢解释的人,不过如果当中有一些误解的话,而解释可以化误为解,何乐而不为?难道真的什么都没有尝试,就可以放弃所谓曾经的最好姐妹吗?真的想要你了解大家曾经有过的时候得来不易,那是不是可以由他们解释,然后再处理大家的误会?

老实说,你们一群已经是我参进去的时间少了又少了,所以对他们的了解很皮面,不足以讲评些什么。不过看见朋友失去朋友的现象,真的很令人伤心
考考虑,是不是应该大家谈谈,我相信“他”应该是有诚心的人,只是比较没有主见。朋友对我来讲,真的很重要...

A: 我不会主动再约大家了,去哪里的话等他们来约我,时间许可我还是可以和大家聚在一起。我不喜欢解释,因为再多的解释只会为阿S带来更多的伤害。

得来不易?这句说得好。但是这句话应该反问他们比较对。看看他们有什么看法。
甘心?之前我很不甘心,之前我心里一只怪责因为阿S的想不开,以至大家的友情产生变化。
我不甘心,为什么姐妹们只相信他们眼睛看到的?为什么没人来与我证实,没人来听我诉说?
我不应该当那个主动去解释的人。

够了,我自问对这段友谊尽了我最大的努力,现在是他们先放弃了我。朋友对我来说很重要。老套的一句话,朋友不必多,知心的一个就够。

我:可能是个人观点不同吧,你的方法并没错,我可以接受,只是这样的话,双方面都亏,总要有一方亏多一点,才可以把事情放大而理解。
可能你已经觉得自己已经做够了,再做下去真的过不了自己,那是可以理解的。毕竟每个人的限度跟方式都不同,没有absolute对错。不过如果是我的话,我还是愿意把面子放下来,低声下气。而且我见过很多其他其他的朋友失去朋友,不管当时情况多么难受,不过后来都会觉得很可惜,尤其是当事情没清没楚。

A:事情会有转弯,如果主动的是他们。谢谢你愿意听,也分享了这么多。

我:不用谢谢我,我比较贪心一点,朋友不必多,但是知心的越多越好..哈哈!

PS: 好难遍哦....
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